Grief is never ending. Some days are not as intense as others. Some days are almost unbearable and other days are very functional.
A few weeks ago we were cleaning out the junk drawer and found this.
What is it? It's the list of places I wanted to take Dan. I created this list right after his diagnosis.
Did we do any of them? Nope.
Needless to say, just finding the list was enough to send me into a grief tailspin for a few days. Losing the future.
I've tacked the list up and will use it as a checklist for Shelby. ... but something will always be missing.