Just when you think it is safe

Grief is never ending.  Some days are not as intense as others.  Some days are almost unbearable and other days are very functional.

 

A few weeks ago we were cleaning out the junk drawer and found this.

 

 

What is it? It's the list of places I wanted to take Dan.  I created this list right after his diagnosis.

Did we do any of them? Nope.

 

Needless to say, just finding the list was enough to send me into a grief tailspin for a few days.  Losing the future.

 

I've tacked the list up and will use it as a checklist for Shelby. ... but something will always be missing.